nvr wan tuu lose him .

seriously ii realli ddun wan tuu lose him .
ii toldd hhim ii ddun lyke hhim anymore . bbut truely ii cheatingg myyeself .
ii jus wan hhim tuu bbe hhappy marhhs .
bbut ii ddun lyke hhim oso wont make hhim hhappy oso marhhs ..
maybe wadd ddesmondd saidd was realli true .
maybe bcus hhe ddidnt wan me tuu lyke hhim
sho hhe immediately toldd me hhu hhe lykes .
ddis is one obb the reason ii force myyeself nortt tuu lyke hhim bahhs ..
hhais .. hhe tok tuu me lyke tokingg tuu a strangerr lyke ddat ..
sho coldd .. lyke nvr tok tuu me before lyke ddat ..
hhe ddun even take a look at me .
maybe ii tuu ugly bahhs .. ddat mus bbe the reason bahhs ..
ii hope ii can tell hhim one ddae ddat ..
ii lurrbe him .. n ii will lurrbe him forreberr ..
ii ddun wan tuu c hhim sadd ..
ii will try tuu sacrifice everythingg ferr hhim ..
jus tuu make hhim hhappy ..
maybe hhe may tink ii am jus actingg noble bahhs ..
bbut ii realli nvr felt ddis wae ferr a boii before ..
theres jus nobody who gets me lyke hhe does ..
hhis myye my only .. myye only one ..





if hhe give me a chance .
ii will ddo anithingg .
but there will nvr bbe a ddae .
He will nvr bbe replacedd .
Never .