stop it .

ii jus hhope ddat hhe will stop ddoingg ddat to me lerhhs ..
the ddaes wibb hhim was sho memorable ..
bbut its already overr ..
sho sadd .. HAIS .
ii nvr ggo vivian bbirthdae party lerhhs .
n ii noe he will sure lyke ddat clarice or vivian .
ii can bet lorrs . too badd lorrs ..
bbut am ii a flirt oso ?
ii wery scaredd nehhs .. ii lyke gortt feelinggs ferr ..
ferr .. another hhim ..
bbut its still ridiculous lorrs ..
teacher shudd nortt lyke ppl at such a youngg age ..
dden ii oso controlingg myyself liao lerhhs ..
todae SHE ran wery fast .. *HUMPS .
wonderr if he ggortt look at hher ..
gortt sho maniie unecessary trouble sia ..
AIYAH ! Y ISHH LYFE FERR ME SO COMPLICATEDD !
ii ddun wan tuu lyke boiis lerhhs !
ii wan get off the damn curse lerhhs !
想当年，三年前。。。
生活是那么的没烦恼。。。
但是。。。 三年过侯。。。



ii wan tuu bbe anti - boys !
lets invents a anti boys ribbon !
kekes . ((x

hurts .

ii already ddid everything ii can
tuu make him happy lerhhs ..
now ii realli ddunno wadd tuu ddo already ..
if hhe wan me nortt tuu lyke hhim ii can dderhs ..
dden ii jus lurrbe him silently lorrs ..
qin hui sae hhe toldd herr hhe lyke me ..
but ii will nvr believe lorrs ..
it already soundd sho fake lorrs ..
hhe can even sae in front all hhis fwends hhe ddun lyke me already ..
its wery impossible ferr hhim tuu lyke me lorrs ..
ii noe ii n0rtt ppretty or as chio as other gerls ..
bbut ii realli triedd everythingg
tuu make hhim happi lerhhs marhhs !
bbut ii noe ii ddidnt make hhim any happierr ..
at least SHE can make hhim laugh ..
bbut ii nvr gibb hhim any happy daes at all ..



if uu tink she can make uu happier ..
ii ddun mindd .
bbut uu habb tuu tell me .

nvr wan tuu lose him .

seriously ii realli ddun wan tuu lose him .
ii toldd hhim ii ddun lyke hhim anymore . bbut truely ii cheatingg myyeself .
ii jus wan hhim tuu bbe hhappy marhhs .
bbut ii ddun lyke hhim oso wont make hhim hhappy oso marhhs ..
maybe wadd ddesmondd saidd was realli true .
maybe bcus hhe ddidnt wan me tuu lyke hhim
sho hhe immediately toldd me hhu hhe lykes .
ddis is one obb the reason ii force myyeself nortt tuu lyke hhim bahhs ..
hhais .. hhe tok tuu me lyke tokingg tuu a strangerr lyke ddat ..
sho coldd .. lyke nvr tok tuu me before lyke ddat ..
hhe ddun even take a look at me .
maybe ii tuu ugly bahhs .. ddat mus bbe the reason bahhs ..
ii hope ii can tell hhim one ddae ddat ..
ii lurrbe him .. n ii will lurrbe him forreberr ..
ii ddun wan tuu c hhim sadd ..
ii will try tuu sacrifice everythingg ferr hhim ..
jus tuu make hhim hhappy ..
maybe hhe may tink ii am jus actingg noble bahhs ..
bbut ii realli nvr felt ddis wae ferr a boii before ..
theres jus nobody who gets me lyke hhe does ..
hhis myye my only .. myye only one ..





if hhe give me a chance .
ii will ddo anithingg .
but there will nvr bbe a ddae .
He will nvr bbe replacedd .
Never .

f0rm teacher absent!

ell0ws. 2dae si bei shuaii nehhs.
myye f0rm teacher MRS GINA LIM nvrr c0me t0 sk0ol w0rs!
wery de shuaii l0rrs. aniwaes.
2dae stll g0rtt relieve teacher t0 take care 0f the class.
but g0rtt relieve ishh jus lykk no relieve teacher lykk dat.
n0b0dy freakin cared b0ut the teacher l0rrs.
we did the w0rk we were t0ld tuu d0.
n aftr d0in it lerhh lehhs.. we can d0 wad we wan lia0 l0rrs. kekes. ((=


HAIS.


yesterdae HE finally sms me aftr 1 week n 3 daes n0rtt smsin me lerhhs!
but HE actually called me a 'OI' lykk as if i was a stranger lykk dat w0rrs.
aniwae its lykk still n0 big deal. its jus n0thing.
den when 2dae i gave HIM the paper tuu pass bhind.
HE gave me a expressi0n. -.-''' y am i t0kin b0ut dat?! OMG. im sia0.
hmm.. yarrs.. i tink HE ishh tryin t0 av0id me as much as he can l0rrs..
but i tink it ishh 0s0 gud ferr b0th parties l0rrs..
sh0 0s0 can let me ferrget b0ut HIM.
HAIS. kkies. i gtg. buh-byes. *muacks.



im sh0 disapp0inted. ))=
when can the real euu be backk?!
av0id me. as l0ng as euu r happi..

exam ishh 0verr!!

ell0ws. already wery l0ng nvrr p0st lerhhs.
c0s h0rrs i dunn0 y they sae wad arrs.
wad suspect miie bl0g g0rtt virus thingyys. BLEAHS.
kkies. aniwae.. mie exam ishh 0ver finally! ((x
umm.. actually 0ver 3 daes ag0 lerhhs..
hais.. ))=


wery sad l0rrs actually.. HE didnt sms me ferr 1 week n 2 daes..
quite saddening l0rrs.. ii 0s0 dun wan HIM tuu be lykk dat l0rrs.
he f0rg0t b0ut me lerhhs l0rrs. dats wad i tinkk.. ))=
ii wan HIM back ! HE n0w kind 0f change lia0 lerhhs l0rrs.
since HE lykk HER ii tinkk his attitude t0wards me realli change. LOTS.
even HE said s0wwie n ii already f0rgive HIM.
i dunn0 tinkk HE ishh realli truely s0wwie l0rrs.
maybe iim realli childishh.. but HE will nvrr n0e i feel..


ii wan HIM backk !
but i n0e HE w0nt..
*HAIS. ))=
swall0wing backk miie tears.